Regret, a word that only has meaning once the events leading to it have passed. Tonight I witness the events I think will lead to regret, but a lifetime is worth throwing away, because it was one never meant to be. We all do things we don’t want to, we do them to help, further, educate ourselves. Sometimes we do them for other people, we find ourselves weighing up if someone is worth it, would you endure something you dislike for someone that you like. I guess I’ve always prized the end objective over the means to get there, maybe I’ve been wrong for the longest part… Tonight I was shown that the objective sometimes isn’t worth it, that it’s better to prize your will to resist the means because the objective isn’t worth it. I hope one day I can be strong enough to be that way too
Don’t lie and tell me you would do absolutely anything for me, because the second it doesn’t suit you, absolutely anything becomes absolutely anything that suits you.
Just cos your breathing, don’t mean your alive
